A Father's Prayer
My gracious Savior. You are the giver of all good gifts; past, present and future. I thank you for the longing you’ve placed in me for divine justice, Holy and undefiled. To love orphans, care for the needy, and advocate for the marginalized. I thank you for creating us to love and be loved. Today my heart cries out for our children. I am in a state of longing … longing to hold them, longing to teach them your ways, longing to fight for them even as I fight now. I ask that your grace, mercy, favor and presence be felt by them. Your love pierces distance and time. As a Father you are perfect in all your ways. Teach me your truth, that I may resemble you. Prepare me to love unconditionally. Equip me with patience, grace and forgiveness. I ask that you would also be teaching my children your truths. Write them on their hearts I pray. As You refine gold in the fire, so you have already begun the cleansing in my children; Poverty , hunger, loss, hardships. You have humbled my children beyond any humility I’ve learned. I pray that You would raise up leaders out of the ashes of despair and warriors out of injustice. You call the lowly , especially those the world writes off. I declare my children yours to shape and break and mould. Today my Jesus, I release them fully into your care. Until you hand them over to us, I ask again for your hand of wisdom to be on my wife and I. We long to be parents who go above and beyond what this world has deemed ‘good’.
I Love You Jesus, Your son
Wow - tears being shed here. So beautiful. So powerful.
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ReplyDeleteThis is my first comment on your blog, but I just wanted to stop by and say hi! I am Heather, also from Edmonton. My husband and I are also with Imagine waiting to adopt (since Feb 2008). We recently switched from siblings only, to single or siblings, and increased our age range to 60 months. So we could end up with kids around the same ages. My hubby and I do have 2 bio kids, after struggling with infertility and miscarriages for 3 years.
Anyway, I just wanted to say hi, and that you have a beautiful blog... your heart for the Lord just shines through... Praying we will both hear good news in 2012.
Heather
Just beautiful! May God bless you with the children you desire and fill your hearts as you wait for them.
ReplyDeleteJessica
Your words are written with the fibers of your heart and soul - He will answer your cries ~ the souls he has chosen for you must indeed be special. ~Janette~
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