wishing

If I were to ever wish away a day, today would be that day….but if I would have wished away today,  I may have missed a day worth wishing for.

 I may have missed my nephew sing and dance.

 I may have missed my foster nephews run and play.

 I may have missed my beautiful Mother-in-law smile with joy as she watched her family playing together.

 I may have missed the heart felt card from my husband, who knew exactly what to say.

 I may have missed the joy and simplicity of just being with my family.

 I may have missed the deep longing in my heart, that is sometimes necessary to feel to truly know your hearts desires.

 I may have missed God’s love for me on a day that didn’t feel too loveable.

And I may have missed the dream, the dream of one day holding my own on today, squeezing them tight, with tears in my eyes as I remember all those past days that I ached for today.